Me, Myself, and I

Yes, I am no longer going to put my life to revolve around those so close to me (literally). I am going to work on focusing my life on myself. I need to get to feeling the way that I did four years ago, before I left home, before I put on my college weight, before I had so many responsibilities. I am 22 years old and live the life of a 30 year old single female living in a big city. I don't spend my weekends (Sunday, Monday & Tuesday's) doing things I like to do, but instead I do other stuff, things that are to productive in work or in laziness for that matter. Those weekends are OVER!!!

I mad mention of this to a friend of mine earlier in the month and I don't know if he took me seriously, but I figure that in order for me to help others I must first be able to help myself. I can't do much if I'm in a coffin, or laying around watching movies, or spending the majority of my time at work or school. I'm going to take the time that I have right now to finish school, and work along the way, but my free time will be spent on myself. That is my goal for the rest of this year, I will focus on the aspects of my life that will make me feel 100% sure and happy with myself, and my future. I will put away the petty offenses from my co-worker, from my backstabbing friends, looking for a significant other, or pursuing a hopeless romantic life. I know that God will give me all of this when the time comes but for now I will focus on my studies, my health, and my family.