Am I to Nice!

Well, It is now 9:07 PM and I'm at work and for the most part I am so tired. I feel as though I could just pass out but I will not be getting any sleep today. Why? Well a friend of mine needs a ride to a small town outside of Austin to pick up her boyfriend and I (being as nice as I am) told her I would take her, only I'm so tired I would like to back out but I would feel like a bitch if I did. Well as things arise in my life I feel different on a day to day basis and I'm sure you all do as well, For the most part today at school I was so tired and out of it that I could not think straight, and since I have been approved for the externship there, I was doing paper work most of the day and learning the computer work. Oh why if I have already been there 5 weeks, well for the past 5 weeks I have been doing all the BITCH work. (Please forgive all the cursing but it kind of comes along with both jobs) Well I have been the one to carry 40-50lb boxes of fruits and vegetables. Cleaning out the meat freezer and rearranging the meats (by the way that takes about 1 hour to do) so imagine standing in below 0 degrees moving huge chunks of meat for an hour. Not very nice, unless you like the cold. Well I don't like the cold, trust me at home my roommates keep the house at about 68 - 70 degrees and I'm sleeping with at least 2 blankets, in the SUMMER TIME. Well anyway while at school and all day today I have been so tired, and I'm guessing that it is from having been so hyper yesterday. I used so much energy yesterday that I had nothing for today seriously I could not understand the meaning of stand up today and oh my gosh the Chefs would walk into the purchasing dept. and begin to ask for me to help them out of 6 of us they had to mess with me today but it's okay because once I get my week off here in a couple of weeks and return they will not know what hit them. They will be asking for the new amateurs to help them simply because I will be higher up in the food chain and rested. Damn that sounds good, "HIGHER UP IN THE FOOD CHAIN". Really I am very tired right now so if I'm not making sense please forgive me. So either way I'm at work and the officers are doing everything they can to keep me awake they come to the office and just joke around with me for a while, and the cool thing about it is that they can come in and talk to me for 5 mins. and I feel so much better. Well for the most part at school I may have my problems but I enjoy having to work through them. I enjoy trying to figure out what exactly it is that I must do to keep myself one step ahead of the game.