Straight Forward
This might piss you off, disgust you, or you just may not care!!!
But lets put PMS, lack of Sleep, Frustration, Anger, Boredom, and let not forget Jealousy together and what do you get?????????
Well I'll tell you...
...A FEMALE DOG!, Yup that's right a BITCH and that is exactly what I feel like right now. Do you find something interesting about my blog from yesterday to today. YEAH A COMPLETE 360. Why I do not know, well let me say that PMS has a big part in it, probably the highest bidder on the table. Well it SUCKS!!!!!
The mood swings, the pains, the frustrations, the hormones and I mean DAMN THE HORMONES. You know my brothers were the ones that got the worst of it while I was growing up, and now that they are not here and I can not take it out on someone, because I will not treat or rather show my friends or co-workers that side of me. Just very unprofessional. Either way, so I get stuck feeling it all alone now. And let me put it to you this way, THROW, THROW, THROW, THROW, THROW!!!!!! That is exactly what I want to do, I want to THROW anything that gets handed to me, I want to trash anything I see, I want to destroy something.
I want to THROW away my frustrations, pains, mood swings, and most of all my DAMN HORMONES!!!! I mean where did Yesterday go, I was so HAPPY, I was on top of the WORLD, I ruled my life. DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN Female problems. DAMN PMS!!!!! But you know what I think it is also the lack of sleep, I have been awake for a total of 32 hours straight and I want to sleep. DAMN ME NOT BEING STRONG AND SAYING NO!!! Very simple word, very simple spelling, very simple annunciation, very simple PLAIN AND SIMPLE!!!! and yet I can not say it to my friends when they ask for HELP!!! Aousilio (spelling this is Spanish for help), You see when I say that I am going to think of myself and not worry or put myself in a position that will cause me stress there I go two minutes later and do exactly that. I think about helping someone out and instead I FU*K MYSELF OVER!!! I end up, upset, angered, frustrated, and simply PISSED. Not at my friend but at myself for not being able to say that one SIMPLE word N-O!!!
Okay I think I got it out. But I ask you can you please help me to say NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO!!!
If those of you who don't know me I do not normally speak in this obscene language, but when you see the difference from one day to the next and you just want to THROW things then they come naturally.
For those of you who do know me, I'M SORRY YOU HAD TO READ THAT coming from my finger tips.
Always PurpleFuel
But lets put PMS, lack of Sleep, Frustration, Anger, Boredom, and let not forget Jealousy together and what do you get?????????
Well I'll tell you...
...A FEMALE DOG!, Yup that's right a BITCH and that is exactly what I feel like right now. Do you find something interesting about my blog from yesterday to today. YEAH A COMPLETE 360. Why I do not know, well let me say that PMS has a big part in it, probably the highest bidder on the table. Well it SUCKS!!!!!
The mood swings, the pains, the frustrations, the hormones and I mean DAMN THE HORMONES. You know my brothers were the ones that got the worst of it while I was growing up, and now that they are not here and I can not take it out on someone, because I will not treat or rather show my friends or co-workers that side of me. Just very unprofessional. Either way, so I get stuck feeling it all alone now. And let me put it to you this way, THROW, THROW, THROW, THROW, THROW!!!!!! That is exactly what I want to do, I want to THROW anything that gets handed to me, I want to trash anything I see, I want to destroy something.
I want to THROW away my frustrations, pains, mood swings, and most of all my DAMN HORMONES!!!! I mean where did Yesterday go, I was so HAPPY, I was on top of the WORLD, I ruled my life. DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN Female problems. DAMN PMS!!!!! But you know what I think it is also the lack of sleep, I have been awake for a total of 32 hours straight and I want to sleep. DAMN ME NOT BEING STRONG AND SAYING NO!!! Very simple word, very simple spelling, very simple annunciation, very simple PLAIN AND SIMPLE!!!! and yet I can not say it to my friends when they ask for HELP!!! Aousilio (spelling this is Spanish for help), You see when I say that I am going to think of myself and not worry or put myself in a position that will cause me stress there I go two minutes later and do exactly that. I think about helping someone out and instead I FU*K MYSELF OVER!!! I end up, upset, angered, frustrated, and simply PISSED. Not at my friend but at myself for not being able to say that one SIMPLE word N-O!!!
Okay I think I got it out. But I ask you can you please help me to say NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO!!!
If those of you who don't know me I do not normally speak in this obscene language, but when you see the difference from one day to the next and you just want to THROW things then they come naturally.
For those of you who do know me, I'M SORRY YOU HAD TO READ THAT coming from my finger tips.
Always PurpleFuel
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