22

Okay So I turned 22 on Sunday, And like I said I feel the same, I did not expect to feel any different but now I'm just a year older. Either way I feel great I had some of my closest friends with me and family called to say Happy Birthday. It was good first I went to Church with my friend "the doc" and then he made me lunch. (very good by the way) Then I got some snacks for the night and then met up with some friends at Alligator Grill for dinner, that was fun some friends met my other friends and so on. As for gifts (not that they matter, or that I asked for any) but I received some beautiful flowers, a gift certificate to Ulta (a cosmetic store), and some great dinner plates with spreaders. Thanks for the gifts, and more so for the company. I HAD FUN! Then after dinner some of my friends came to my apt. And we had fun then as well, much conversation, games, drinks, and just plain fun. Then another friend took me on Monday to a movie and lunch that was great. So it was a simple and yet fun birthday and that is what I like.

So get this one of the conversations was over Matthew McConaughey and his height well we found that he is 6' 1/2" that's tall enough for me. Anyways, we talked about other stuff religion, work, past times, there were a lot of jokes tossed around (all in fun and games) Well I realized that I have a couple of friends that are just about masters at making mixed drinks.

Either way it was a fun, and safe night no one got drunk and we had no accidents within or out of the house.

Ohh so get this I decided to watch "Marriage 911" and it just, it was crazy, I mean that couple fought like crazy and in front of their kids, I mean there was one point in my life that I thought my parents fought to much and it was nothing like what they showed on TV. I mean don't get me wrong I do not normally watch reality TV shows, but this was interesting, it was actually kind of the situation I figured I would end up in if I was still as childish to just run off with the first guy I saw. It was kind of weird because I was able to see what my life could have been like if I just gave up school, and married the first jerk in my life. And I hate to be that way but it is true, I have a friend that her whole concept is "men are assholes" which don't get me wrong they can be, very much and I've experienced that first hand, but I also grew up with four of them and realized just how great they can be. That is where my sense of understanding guys comes from.

LaTeRz,
P.F.

TO MUCH FUN

Okay so I'm having way to much fun tonight, first I get to work, and my co-worker/friend helps me to be just a little more devious. But it's all in fun and games. So for the most part, this is AWESOME!!!, Like I said I will not post any names unless that individual would like me to. It's for various reasons and one being that I do work at a police department. So what has been going on since my last post. Well, I have been to class, work, shopping, movies and by the way SAHARA, good. Like I said though at one point, not very fond of Penelope Cruz. (maybe it's that jealousy of her being with my man MATTHEW)Don't ask why I'm not 100% sure on that. So what else, Ocean's 12 was not as bad as some people said it was it was actually good, it keeps that same mischievous way from the first one. Well I might just be back later tonight give me a few to think...

Okay, So I came back, and well one truth about me is that I used to be one of those young, boy band lovers, and my family can back me on that, but now I've pretty much grown out of it, and yet the backstreet boys are back and I find myself enjoying their new song "Incomplete". I never thought I would go back to the boy band phenomena and yet here I am enjoying their most recent single.
But I find that I don't have that interest in going back to having my walls covered in boy band posters, I could just imagine that, having my 20yr + friends come over to my place and find an apartment full of Nick and Justin. Yeah that would just go great but hey like I've mentioned before I like a variety of music and that still stands today you'll find me listening to Likin Park just as much as Tim McGraw, or the Backstreet Boys.
Recently my most desired song has been "Lonely No More" by Rob Thomas, and to say maybe it's that sense of loneliness that I've had recently. Just coming home to an empty apartment. It's great at times don't get me wrong but there comes a point where you want to be able to come home to someone to talk to be it a friend or significant other. I've always lived with someone friends, roommates, family and now I've been living on my own for the past 8 months and it can be great but there are those moments that you just want to come home and be able to wake someone up and say lets play a game, lets have a drink, lets have fun.
I mean don't get me wrong that whole coming home and being able to listen to music out loud is great, being able to not have to worry about waking someone else is great and I can say that because I know what it is like to not be able to do that, AND DAMNED IF YOU DO.
So let me see what else my birthday is coming up in just a few short hours the great 22, (why great, don't ask, I don't know) but you know at one pont in my life I never could imagine what it would be like to be 21, much less 22. So get this I turn 21 and I feel the same, will this change tomorrow? I DON'T THINK SO! I'm sure I'll be feeling the exact same as I do today maybe a little happier or sad.
No matter what I feel tomorrow I'm going to make the best of it. I'm going to make sure that I enjoy my day and that my friends can have that same feeling along with me.
So anyways, I just finished reading this book called Angels & Demons by Dan Brown, and to say it is the first book that I have able to read from start to finish since high school Okay sorry I lost myself in talking about me, that I forgot the book so I erased what I had typed. Anyways the book is really good I RECOMMEND this book to anyone who, well to anyone. I'm looking to get the DA Vince Code, by the same author. So this book talks about the illuminate, Vatican City, and Bernini. Well I would give you more but if you haven't read the book well then I could just ruin it.

So far for now I'm content with my blog, I will post hopefully again later if I come up with another topic or sometime tomorrow.

P.F.

Birthday

Okay so my birthday is coming up in a week, and I have decided to celebrate. Nothing to big, just dinner and a get together afterwards at my place. Friends, games, and fun. Yeah, I like simple!

Purplefuel

Being one of the Guys...

Well I found that my growing up with four guys has really had an effect on me. First I was invited by a friend to have dinner at her place a few of us got together and had dinner at her place. I was fascinated by the cable (I don't have it for my own protection). First I watch far to much television then I should and lately I've been trying to watch less and that is just with local channels and my collection of DVD's well I could lock myself at home for a week at least and not come out. So anyways back to the story I was flipping through the channels and came across Matthew McConaughey Uncutt, and let me say when it comes to him D-A-M-N! So anyways she is apparently talking to me and I'm responding to everything she says, well when it came down to commercials I would turn and ask her a question (here the funny part) Apparently we had already talked about that, do I remember no, so then the next thing I say is okay and ask one more question, SAME THING, we had already talked about it. So then she turns laughing and saying "you know I normally only have this problem with guys" so then I reply "well that is where growing up with four of them comes in". The other thing is that most people that I tell that to are like "okay and" well I take after them, OFTEN. And it can suck at times especially when a guy you like looks at you and thinks about you like "being one of the guys".And I think it's funny because I was talking to my friends and telling them that chances are I would have to marry a "girlie guy" exactly what that is don't ask I don't know.

So for the rest of the day I chilled I don't normally have one of those but anyways today was good as opposed to yesterday.

I am a woman of faith and I believe in God, and I tend to have some superstitions and I was driving home today after dinner and two BLACK CATS cross my car. This if you don't know is supposed to be BAD LUCK. Well I call a friend of mine and she says that there was a black cat at the bottom of my apt. Bldg. Yesterday when she left my place well I started to just go off I mean ever since I lived at my last apt. Complex I've had black cats crossing my path, I mean at that old place I literally got scared from a black cat that was starring at my apt. One night and would not go away, I had to call my roommates boyfriend over cuz I was frightened. So I call my mom and ask her "mom am I possessed or something that black cats just like to cross my path" and she just starts laughing. Well this has been going on for two years now.

oh yeah my mother is going to be in town tomorrow and bringing a couple of friends with her and I just found out today, and I'm thinking damn I've gotta clean. So I'll leave you with that.

Night
P.F.

COMPUTERS can SUCK...

So get this, I'm up last night late, bored, not really all that tired and not wanting to clean so I get on the computer, so my dumb-ass decides to go outside of my regular, check e-mail, send e-mails, and look up regular everyday stuff, and decide to add a counter to my site, amongst other things, and in less than an hour I had TEN (10) viruses on my computer. So I get ticked and call my brother who is an IT for Texas Tech University and I told him what viruses were on here and he says "damn, those are self replicating viruses, so even if you catch them, they will just reproduce before you can delete it." "So I'm having to spend another 6 - 8 hours of my day performing a system recovery, (this erases everything you have on you computer and brings it back to factory settings). So the majority of my day I did that, along with cooking and cleaning in between. So now I can say my system is clean, virus free, and with spy-both, ad-aware, and an anti-virus (2 different ones). And I had to reinstall everything on my computer, I'm just glad that I was able to burn my pictures onto a CD before I did the system recovery. The funny thing about it is I learned along the way that my reasons for wanting to get some add-ons for my site, were more of childish reasons, then anything that would be of value. So aside from being upset from the viruses I think I was more upset about realizing that I still have some growing up to do. But in speaking to a close friend this morning he just advised, "learn from it, and move on, do not dwell on it, we all have some growing up to do". And yeah he is correct, so I did what I could to fix my PC and then move on.

still can't sleep

Well I'm at home now and I have yet to go to sleep, but I guess I'm gonna try to get back into this blog thing.

P.F.

DAMN...

I'm bad with keeping up with anyting that has to deal with me. I'm just to busy with work, school, and other things. So a quick update: I'm doing good, working right now (I think that's all I do) So anyways I've had breaks and vacations, and holidays, and stuff since the last time and still I seem to have a bad back ache. Not always a good thing. So what let me see for the last few weeks I have been having dream after dream, after DREAM. And not always good ones for that matter. Let me see I have been choked, I have run away from one of my supervisors, I have had a kid, I have been Penelope Cruz (fyi; I'm not very fond of her and look nothing like her) I have dated Robert Ri'chards (from Coach Carter). Well anyway the dreams go on, and most of them are of this one guy that I just really like and I can't seem to find myself telling him anytime soon for various reasons. Which will remain nameless. But they are good reasons. Well I think (that they are good reasons), and besides I've been brought up old fashion and that is, if a girl asks the guy out or makes the first move, she can come off as desperate. So give it, it is very OLD FASHIONED and I am only 21 about to be 22 in a couple of weeks, but either way that's me. I think I just had a prayer answered. (What exactly it is I am not going to tell you :-) Sorry ) Well although there are no names mentioned here, and If I can keep up with this blog, I'm not mentioning any names for reasons of my own and respect of the other that have a "mention" in this blog. So anyways, I think that's all for tonight if I can remember I'll be back tomorrow, Unless something interesting happens between now and the time that I go home.